Living in a Barbie world

Barbie is a spoilt brat always neatly dressed, nicely groomed, she has a full wardrobe of branded bags n shoes etc.

Barbie is surrounded by a bunch of very good looking friends, Ken, Midge, Stacey and so on..

and she lives in a fancy house ...in short she leads a wonderful live.

OK similarly but on a smaller scale my life in Abu Dhabi is a Barbie one: i have a packed wardrobe of expensive clothes, bags, shoes n accessories.

Me too am living in a nice apt and surrounded by good looking friends.

If one day Barbie's doll house comes apart it will still be okay coz at the end of the day Barbie is an "IT" she will recover instantly you will simply comb her hair, arrange her dress and place her back next to Ken.

But when my world comes apart it's a different story coz am a "SHE" combing my hair and patting my cheeks won't do it.

My fake friends won't give me any consolation either coz they r fake.

Choosing the Barbie life was my own doing but now it became so phony it's strangling me.

I need my real friends back my real life even if it means going back to all the problems that came along.
At least it was a life.

Hookah

My newly discovered passion!!!
Hookah, hubbly bubbly, shisha, waterpipe, nargileh, goza sooo many names for such a lovely thing.
As per wikipedia my shisha is defined as :
A hookah (Hindustani: हुक़्क़ा (Devanagari), حقّہ (Nastaleeq) huqqah) also known as a waterpipe is a single or multi-stemmed (often glass-based) instrument for smoking in which the smoke is cooled and filtered by passing through water. The tobacco smoked is referred to as shisha or sheesha. Originally from the Indian Subcontinent,hookah has gained popularity, especially in the Middle East and is gaining popularity in North America, Europe, Australia and Brazil.
^{That was in brief the description of my new hobby...addiction?!?
We were introduced in 2009 and it was love at 1st sight. Have to admit the beginning was kinda edgy with coughing and stuff but we hit it off right away :))))
Accompanied with Tea with mint and your in 9th heaven. It helped me through horrible companies when you can't find a shit to say(and mind you that happens alot), you just pretend you're just wasted in shisha.
Smoking a shisha is 10 times as harmful as smoking one ciggy but soooooo whhhhhhhaaat  so many years have been wasted already what's a few years gonna add?
Is it addiction? Well if you call thrice a week addiction than hell yes. There no place i 'd rather be right now than sequoya with ola hubbling bubbling surrounded by lovely shisha smoking people at a place jammed with smoke haaaa....
I went to the extent of getting myself one at home okay okay not to be compared with the biiiig original cairo ones but it's a consolation sort of.
Yes Noha I resisted alot and it was high time i give in...Shisha you're more than welcomed in my life please take the lead.}

Smokey Robinson & The Miracles-The Tears Of A Clown

You can run but you sure can't hide...

1.From your past:Sadly it's an integral part of you and it's a promo of your future. 2.From your flaws: They are right there sticking their tongue back at you and assuring you that learning from your mistakes is not your area. 3.From your choices:Who are still and will affect your future no matter how much you try to change course. 4.From your luck:Yes some people are bourne lucky and some are simply "YOU" and that's a fact of life! Live with it... 5.From your self: Dissatisfied from yourself?? well run as fast and furious as you can but you will still return to this lousy person with all its past, flaws, choices, luck so you'd better stick around as no one else wants to. 6.Your life: As ending it is hardly an option so tough luck champ try to hang on there and survive whatever shit is thrown at you. How? Wish i had an answer to that one...que sera sera