Asek I memnu

Is turkish for forbidden love, the title of a turksih serie am following these days.

Forbidden coz Samar the wife of Adnan is having an affair with Mohannad the nephew raised by Adnan since he was orphaned as a child.

In the mean time Adnan's daughter is in love with her cousin which adds to the complications.

Ofcourse am not writing a post about some turkish serie give me more credit than that please.

Self centred as I am (that comes along with being an only child hold my parents accountable not me ) I started analyzing myself. Yes that I do at times (that comes along with being single and not having much to do).

Now am losing focus and so must you. Ok ok back to my point actually am being evasive coz am having difficulty expressing what I want to say.

I sometimes shock myself .I actually feel for Samar imagine? In another world, few years back maybe i would have hated and condemned such a character. She's cheating on her husband, she's seducing his nephew she sabotages his relationship with his fiance and later on his cousin. In short she's evil. But i feel for her.

Shocking right? What's more shocking is that am putting myself in her shoes...that could happen to me!

I mean why not? Whose immune to evil...love?

I stopped judging people long back especially when it comes to decisions regarding the heart.

Analyze that!!!!

• You're in a dark alley and you know it's a dead end yet you keep on walking...
• It's early in the morning, the streets are jammed and you know that if you take this short cut you'll end up scratching your car.Yet you do!!
• You hate this place why not just pack and leave? You just don't.
• You're awfully sleepy and you sooo much yearn to be in bed.You just sit there motionless and tired staring at the ceiling
• You hate this movie come on you've lived it errrr seen it before how difficult is it to turn off the damn TV???