Funny, funnier, the funniest

Funny, funnier, the funniest.... Isn't it funny how you sometimes fail to assess your feelings towards some people in your life? But how important is this assessment? And why should we put a nametag on our feelings? Ok apart from the fact that we are used to it especially when special people are involved, most importantly it would help us better understand ourselves and treat the other person accordingly...i.e forget about the bastard coz you actually hate him...or it's okay you'll forgive him after all you do love him...or what the heck he's just a pass time. See assessment IS important.... Now it becomes funnier..take this..could it be possible that this person stirrs all these feelings??? Love, hate, sympathy, disgust, addiction and all the other opposites you can think of? Yup deffinetly possible!! But deffinetly not normal, normal would be you fight you make up you totally dissolve in him ....yeah that's normal but these complex feelings are simply absurd. You blame yourself you blame him but what's the use? The outcome is the same a lousy relationship. But you know what the funniest part is ?? You still miss him like hell and you want him back in your life.....